actually wanna give today's rate with 4, but ended up dealing with this guilt because i unfortunately compare myseld with someone and feel sooo ugly and upset. but then i want to mute even block them but i realized that none of these are my friends' fault, so... kinda doubled the guilt feeling i have :/ which is freaking suck. but i finally gave my friend ija the stikers i always want to give and she is happyyyy :3 andddd i finally can give tasya hadiah yang udah aku pengen kasih tapi ketunda mulu hihi. wasnt so bad actually, i just super suck with guilt and shame ugh