i am a mess. wow the last few episodes were too much. i am way too frail for this. i don't know what to say. i can't form words. i can't conjure a thought. everything hurts so good. to think that i was fighting the urge of dropping this at the beginning??? so glad i pulled through. a rare gem, this one is. some haunting scenes from my last night watch: - kit walking away at the church (oh. my. god. he was cold cold in this). - the last page of the sketchbook (gaves me major throwback to that our beloved summer scene, all i did is wept and wept and wept and wept some more). - the tickets in hand (hahahaha the way i had to pause and recollect myself at this).