The mind is so powerful it can convince itself that something is real even if no one else thinks so. And dreams, how do they happen? Are they just reflections of our deepest thoughts? Are they predictions? There's so much we, humans, still don't know about our species and the rest of the world. I wonder if we ever will.

You gotta experience the lows to appreciate the highs, and in a way, it's a wonderful experience to care so much about someone that losing them hurts deeply.

Posting my thoughts here because I have a feeling it'll get deleted on Webtoon. Why are some of these comments trying to justify El and Lurine's relationship. Aside from Lurine looking and acting like a child, she is legitimately a child (17 in human age). She's not of age yet. El is around 27-29, and he's known her since she was even younger. Even if it's not illegal in this world, El is human and older so he should know better. Her having a crush on him was fine but him starting a relationship with her is WRONG. It's so gross that there are comments justifying this by saying there are 17 year olds who get married (that's child marriage btw and is wrong too) and that the other couple have an even bigger age gap. Those two were already fully grown adults when they met. Again, Lurine was a child when she met El and she still is. The situations are different.

Here I am again celebrating the good things that happened last week. was planning to make this a weekly thing but missed last last last week (oops!) - survived my first semester (gen thought I was gonna end up in the hospital multiple times in the past month) - submitted all my assignments - got feedback on my game (it's published btw! @ https://mnemoscenee.itch.io/beantto) - gave feedback on other people's game - ate dinner with family - met someone new - played badminton Feel free to comment your wins too! I'd love to celebrate them as well and make new friends :>

some screenshots from season 2. lots of tear-jerking moments. hope to see (ex-)Headmaster Vaughn and Keene again soon.

Reading this again is bringing back all the frustrations I felt when I first started reading it. I hate seeing how John is acting even worse than the people he hated—violent and out of control. Instead of dismantling the hierarchy, he's just enforcing it * 10 worse. He's a tyrant. I love this panel (see image). Blyke is acknowledging that he, the formal royals, and all the other high-rankers were wrong. He knows now and is trying to be better by making a safe place for everyone. I hope everyone else sees it too. All these students need to be kinder to one another and themselves.

After a long time, I picked up unOrdinary again. I read it consistently at first but when it got to John lashing out at everyone and beating them half to death, I dropped it for a while. Now, I'm picking up where I left off where John is doing the same thing but from when he was in New Bostin. The students and even the comments are blaming Claire, and to be fair, I don't remember what Claire did before this episode, but right now, I don't think it's her fault that New Bostin John got this bad. Yes, she helped him but she never wanted him to go this far. It's unfair that people are turning against her when her initial intentions were only to help a friend out.

went through my earlier posts and realized I never updated on Flowar by Hongjacga after finishing it. Well my theory was right!

I saw a thread last week for sharing small wins, and now I'm thinking of making it a weekly thing on here 😄 - got my game's cutscene working - got the needs working as well - got ideas from a friend on how to make the title screen look better - asked someone to beta test and they agreed! - started learning Spanish again and have a 9-day streak - for the first time, joined the guild boss of a game I'm playing - did four rounds of laundry - caught up on the webtoon Survive by taebal - started watching a YouTuber I used to watch and have been having a lot of fun (they're so funny!)

sick again for probably the fifth time in the last three months

I just finished season 1 of The Last Passage by RD and KIRO, including the afterword, and RD's message made me cry. It's always a delight to see the process of how a webtoon comes to fruition but I don't think I've ever read an afterword that touched me the way TLP's did.

life update! I've been working on a 2D game that's Tamagotchi-inspired and I'm making my own assets (somewhat) following a pastel goth color palette.

put a widget to see my screen time and to start a pomodoro timer. might change the pomodoro widget or delete Focus Friend. It's cute, but I have too many apps that have a focus/productivity timer feature. I still have to see which ones work the best for me. Also, does anyone have tips for actually working out? I like walking but it's difficult to get myself to exercise consistently.

I'm at the second to the last episode of Flowar by Hongjacga, and I have a theory that Sora Han was sucked into the wormhole and landed on Earth. She's the meteorite that the scientists took tissue from to form her articifial heart. The reason why she has visions of these multiple heads reaching out to her is because they are her past selves calling her to save seed over and over. In an earlier episode, there was a flashback where Sora was telling Jerome she feels like she's been in the station and has seen the view from where they were standing countless times. Jerome replies that if she did, she must have saved seed each time.

I finished Delusion last night. It was wonderful. While I wish Madam Song was able to kill K so she could finally live in total peace, I'm still glad that she's able to keep living on as a human. I can’t think of any cons as everything tied together in the end, and they got a bittersweet ending. I'm reading Flowar now by the same author and will record about it later.

I'm at episode 31 of Delusion by Hongjacga and the top comment is so real 😭 I've been binge reading for the past hour.

Started reading the webtoon Delusion by Hongjacga. So far, I rate it 5/5. Someone commented that it gives Pigpen by Carnby Kim and SICK, and I see it. It's also creepy and confusing but intriguing. I'm gonna keep reading and will update later.

saw a pin on Pinterest to name app folders as affirmations and went on a bit of a rabbit hole customizing my phone. I really like the heart indicating the main home page. It's the first theme I've seen that has it.