i love it i love it i love it sm i'm gonna give it all the stars in the sky.

get me a syringe i need this injected to my vein.

my crying anthem. whenever this plays, i just wanna run and save him.

this, to me, is a prime example of a perfected bottled up movie identity in a form of a sound. right from hearing the first note, i can pull up and play that specific sequence in my head - joan & luke literally walking down their memory lanes, oh so vividly. one moment they were hand in hand, smiling at each other sheepishly. the next, they were scared, angry, defeated, with tears in their eyes. so hopeful but so so soul-crushing at the same time. ugh i could write essays about this.

there is this mixture of emotions pulsing all over, down to my fingertips, every time i went back and listened to this masterpiece.

i am a mess. wow the last few episodes were too much. i am way too frail for this. i don't know what to say. i can't form words. i can't conjure a thought. everything hurts so good. to think that i was fighting the urge of dropping this at the beginning??? so glad i pulled through. a rare gem, this one is. some haunting scenes from my last night watch: - kit walking away at the church (oh. my. god. he was cold cold in this). - the last page of the sketchbook (gaves me major throwback to that our beloved summer scene, all i did is wept and wept and wept and wept some more). - the tickets in hand (hahahaha the way i had to pause and recollect myself at this).

i have too many feelings about this and too little words to express them. i just wanna stare at a wall and let it seep in.

aww the first kiss was everythinggggg. tbh all of their firsts were so cute; the uncertainty, the shyness, the eagerness shared between them were so palpable. i also like how they don’t necessarily fit into the typical nerdy girl/misfit jock-ish boy tropes of standard romcoms. they didn’t limit themselves into those mold, they actually have real personality in this!

the other day i was watching the latest eps on netflix and i got suuuuper impatient HAHAHA. i just needed to know what happened at middle school???? and i know i can’t do 1 eps a week at this rate. so off i went to read the manga. i have now finished all 107 english translated chapters. and will be looking out for the rest. i love it so much, to my surprise HAHAHA. it is now my current hyperfixation. i love the direction where it is going, i know some people are rooting for someone else (I WAS TOO!!!!), but once i got into the manga… it just makes perfect sense. it has the right amount of angst (i can’t do something too angsty, gone are those days), it’s breezy, it’s cute, it’s everything nice and warm. 🥰🥰 there was this one arc that i just wished it would finish quickly 👀👀i was so happy when it finally did. some cute spoiler-free panels i love (i’m gonna turn them into my kobo screensaver hehe).

fuck men 💔

binged it in one sitting. it was overall okay, but what stood out most to me was how they did the mysticism (ep. 3 was my personal favorite). then again, asian myticism has always been a theme i hold very dear.

this was a fun and definitely predictable watch (apparently there was no twist in this, HA). daisy remains a powerhouse when it comes to crying scenes, you just can’t help but go 🥺🥺 with her. i also loved her chemistry with glenn; got me giggling and snorting in a few places.

grabbed this for a quick and light read (yes, this was meant for 9-12 year-olds, but i just love reading children’s books so much 🥺🥺). i’d say it does its job perfectly. though i really wished it went deeper into each figure's backstory so that the reader could relate and be genuinely inspired by them. the author worked together with muslim artists to illustrate the portraits, and there are also interactive mini-games in the very last chapter, which i’m quite sure will be loved by a lot of young readers. would i recommend this for kids? yea, sure, why not.

oh this was kinda fun.

okay-ish. but park jeong min has a really nice side profile here, has he always been like that?

i was expecting something more feral and tribal like incantation tbh. this was generally okay, there were some effective jumpscares here and there, but i’ve seen better. oh i do like the open-ending - seems to be hinting at a sequel. might keep an eye on it.

i was spot on with my prediction. i love the kids and d’arcy and judy. heavy on the first two. i hate the sheriff (ugh keeps getting on my nerves!!) and the men in black (so unnecessary, also i keep seeing dina from superstore in one of them).