it's 5 fricking am and I'm gettin ready to go driving
this has been happening for a few months now and it's irritating
i hate driving
my parents forced me to do this
I just can't
maybe i can drive π
but π΅? never man
I can't balance it!!!!!!!
I'm such a loser
I've fallen down, made a lot of mistakes
so I asked the driving school if I could quit bike and just learn car
he scolded me and made me practice bike
i was on the verge of tears when I finally made an 8
I came home and cried my eyes out
today is for car
i have to leave in 20 mins
it's so freezing cold man
I hate getting up at this time
I have to do this shit tomorrow and the following day as well
I have my driving trial on the 10th
I'm not that good or anything π
pray for me to do good in the trial guys
I'm finding it hard now to wake up at 5
that's what I'm gonna have to do in 20 days
lectures would start at 8
but I have to stand in line to use the bathroom in my hostel, get food in canteen
god knows how much I'm gonna suffer
I just hate my life to bits
