hospital visits. so boring. couldn’t study either! :/

as always, i am alone. another year passed me by and i couldn’t stop it. i just watched it pass, frozen in my steps. maybe one day i will have the courage to change. today, however, feels too difficult. a week later and i’ll be 1 year older. just not wiser. i wonder how long it’ll take for me to fully understand that solace isn’t bad?