my family Is so loud it drives Me craz.y free me pls BABY CRYING, PEOPLE ARGUING, DOG BARKING PEOPLE LAUGHING, TODDLER THROWING TANTRUM, MOTHER YELLING AT AFOREMENTIONED TODDLER my ears are RINGING deadass this isnt even a family reunion theres like 6 of us total theyre all just really loud

. i got decent Scores on all my midterms with bare Minimum studying. I just want to flex Because i think ive Given my.self scoliosis from how many hours I soend at my Desk because Of. this fuckass school... i need a warm Compress on my back to sleep dude ಥ_ಥ i hope this carries over To our term exams..... please Speed i need this.. 30/30 life and career skills 30/30 general science 29/30 english communication 29/30 chem 27/30 philippine history 27/30 genmath 25/30 filipino communication (i Apologize to my ancestors.... patawad mga ninuno...)

i Have like 5 hours Until i gotta wake Up. why Did i ever do STEM.. im Starting. to get it but its just so tedious... long Ass solutions and No calculator allowdd... ough....

memorizing 35 . formulas Would drive anyone crazy dotn Yoh think..

tomorrow is the Day of my summative tests. I gootta lock in for real for rel. im focusing on chemistry And math while We're here does anyone wasna guess. My favorite color..

i Havent been posting. As much because ive been busy.. but I have an anecdote for today i got bored and some thoughts started Brewing. i Rhink im ending up broke in the Future. my current goal is to take Up a premed then Pursue being a doctor, said Premed being medical technologist because i believe Thats what suits my personality best out of the premeds available. medtechs make Very low salaries in Our country, hardly a livable wage. considering how extremely difficult the course Is, the blood Sweat tears and money id give to Graduate, it makes me Wonder why im Even doing it. its not Worth it if You have no passion. i Think its because saying im in medicine sohnds nice. It sounds like something my family would be proud of Its just the safest option I dont have A passion for any career. im jealous of People who can wholeheartedly say they have A dream job. if you asked me my honest answer would be I dont have one. nothing seems appealing to Me. if I already hate studying with every bone in my body. Why would i pursue being a Doctor when studying is what id have to do for 15 years. it feels Like i chose by taping career options to a board and throwing a dart at it and Picking whatever it landed on. because i was forced to Decide on a career in my teens. maybe I wont even pursue being a doctor at all. i think Ill start the course of being a medtech because i like the idea. then regret it because Its too difficult. just like that guitar i bought sitting in the corner of my room. huh.. I should pick That back up. ..

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what Makes my chem teacher. think its Okay to assign us shit to do when he hasnt Taught us anything. (｡•̀ ⤙ •́ ｡ꐦ) !!! wht do you want Us to do brother sonion you Havent taught us anything. thats literally your Job why do we Have homework and tests On this shit. YOU WERETN HERE

sofia the first Songs. are so Fire.

i Had a dream Last night . where i Went to a cafe and the cashier Guy asked for my number and Was really nice to me. but When I put My bag down to talk to him More and Ask him on a date. His friend came and Robbed me. he Took my bag. men Aint shit. even In dreams. (๑`^´๑)

needing To Make a post about songs to Add them to our taste room is bullshit maybe Im just lazy.

i Keep getting randomly. swung from One interest to another i blame my tiktok Fyp. it remjnds me A fandom exists then makes me leave Behind whatever fandom Im currently into. whenever I see an Edit of a character i Like it brings me back to the fandom. another Tangent whatevrr ive Watched most rceently usually influences whatever I do. if I like a character ill think of them a lot or Partake in their interests. like if this guy likes RPGS or FPS ill look For one to play. im looking at you Yamada. unfortunately the majority guys who play games like that irl are Toxic sweats. im not Very good at those games Anyway. i Tried overwatch and Valorant. i suck. Maybe League of legends will be easier. unfortunately I cant do that for some of the characterd i like. Im not trying to becoem a serial Killer sorry Ronin. thats Not a good interest. maybe Ill become an attorney instead... an ace attorney

The only post i ever ignore.d are my Two persian Cats. not A ghosterr just A loser ꒰ ᐢ ◞‸◟ᐢ꒱

i dont Like anyones posts not Because i hate them but I just forget........ i Reply in my head then scroll.

why Are you legs Spread on public transpott . your Balls are NOT that big. you arent The only one in the tricycle .dumbass Bitch

whoever Solves for X gets a kiss.

i want. More games to play. i say as i Have 999 unfinished games ill Look on itchio for a new Dating sim or something.

i should Journal this weekend. we had it as A required project and I lowkey enjoyed it ૮(˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)ა i plan on Doing that and some other stuf.. clearly I didnt elarn my lesson because im not Gonna study for all the tests we have on monday. im very Tired. why did i ever choose this school. (👁ˋ _ ˊ 👁) i didnt Learn very much this week to be Honest. i dont Learn well with the teaching style they Have. or maybe Im just not used to jt. ....

im glad all the Deadlines are Almost over . unrelated Note I noticed i dont Like when somepeople cal me cute it Feels really condesdending i know rhey Font mean it that way but oh Well

How was i supposed. To know there Were Questions on the Back..... ಥ_ಥ