For you my friend. Don’t know why we drifted apart like that. there’s so much to say in my heart but it’s hard to put it into words. This is the song that I dedicate to you my dear friend. ❤️‍🩹💝. don’t know if we’ll ever meet each other like how we used to be, probably not…to be honest 95% of me doesn’t want to meet you that percentage is kinda mad at you (haha) but that 5% is still wishing if we could be friends … no no… be best friends … once again …

I wish I could make her proud of every single misery, every early morning, every day when she went to work even when she was sick—for us, every struggle she’s been through for us ❤️. I wanna repay it all. I know I can’t, she is the greatest and best thing ever happened to me. I’ll always be blessed to have her by my side. ✨💞🫂

there is something about this song that makes me want to be a dark feminine woman who killed and is standing there sprinkled with the blood on her white shirt and black latex pencil skirt

I imagine myself standing on podium giving speech on my 4th Business Woman of the Year Award and my man sitting in the audience applauding and looking at me with proud eyes.

sometimes there isn’t anything to say about a song you can just feel the power

MY one of the FAV!!!! it empowers me sooo muchh!!!

so today I went to college and they gave us research project!!! as it’s our final semester !!!(😭😭😭not mine though). My topic is very easy and at the same time kinda different from the regular (that’s what I think hehe 😛) but whatever finally something interesting is gonna happen!!!! and also today not single friend of mine came!! so I spent the day alone but even if I was alone I felt the hidden surge of confidence erupt when I was roaming around the campus all by myself, I felt I could handle it all by myself. I don’t really need them, not even for fun ~~

I just finished watching this drama and seriously!!! it made me wanna cry for the life I didn’t have!!! it’s a college based drama in which there are four girls whose college life is shown. I don’t have a college life !!! 😭😖and this makes me want to have one but I can’t!!! bacause im and aspirant and all I can do is rot at house, even my friends don’t have a college life but seriously I really want to have … although I still have few months left for graduation but nothing is going to change and this is the saddest part!! 😖😭

the best movie for mee 😭😭it makes me cry everytime !!! specially the scene of the conversation between her father and her and she is lying on her deathbed 🤧😮‍💨

FINALLY!!!! today I got my table!!! although I’m kinda disappointed that it didn’t came out like how I wanted and it’s wobbly!!! 😭😭 and the area kinda looks boring too 🤔 which I will definitely decorate and beautify a bit 🤏🏻 💓

I’m an undergrad student in my final semester and I have to make research project and for that I need your help!!! I’ve made a questionnaire on “financial literacy & Investment behaviour of college students”. CAN YOU GUYSS PLEASEEE PLEASEEE FILL IT OUT!!!! IT’LL REALLY HELP A LOT!!!! PLEASEEEE 🙏😭😭 form 🔗: https://forms.gle/dzTgAgXuBu6UC8b8A

I really wanna go back to 2019 and relive my school year. The present life is full of stress and problems. I really want to go back to the time when I was with my girls, genuinely happy, cheerful, filled with spark. Now I’m just a bundle of sadness, failures, guilt, anxiety at what not … I don’t like my present and without them it feels more stressful. heck I don’t even have memories of that year. can I please go back to 2019. God please!!🙏 just once!! at least in my dreams!!!

nothing happened. bored. just usual overthinking ~~😮‍💨 and lots of music hearing!!! 🎧

What happened today, I had lunch and around 2:10 pm I went to sleep!! I had barely started relaxing when he called out saying, ‘serve the food.’ I didn’t get up the first two times, so he came out of his room himself and again said the same… and I got a little irritated. This happens every day. After giving him the food, I tried to sleep again, and just when I was about to drift off, he came and lay down next to me with his phone!!! And you know ‘dad’s phone volume’!!! I told him twice to lower it. He reduced it slightly and then increased it again, and my mood was completely ruined. Then it was time to make tea. Mom was sleeping in the other room, so dad gently shook my head to wake me up. I purposely didn’t react. Then we have a “sevadar” at our place. He had to leave for his home, and he also needed tea. Dad told him to just go home without giving him tea. So I said, ‘Why should this poor guy miss his tea?’ and I got up. I gave him tea, and before that I made dad’s tea and gave it to him and irritably said, ‘lo.’ Then I gave tea to the others. Earlier in the afternoon, a courier had come, it was a new bag. Mom was checking it in her room. When dad came in, he did a little catwalk to show it to me 🤣🤣 I ended up laughing… which is exactly what he wanted. Because technically, I was upset with him. Then he started talking about random things and tried to make me laugh more. GODDD A CATFREAKINGWALK!!!! BUT I FORGOT TO CAPTURE IT!!!😭😭😭

I went to zudio today for the veryyy first time!!! because it recently opened in my city 🌃~ anyways, my appa’s birthday 🎂 is coming soon so I went to shops there tbh didn’t find anything good for gifting but yeah still brought a few items and a perfume~>< but the collection for short kurties, and that black hand-embroidered dress, and the pink nightwear had my heart 😭but I didn’t buy any 😮‍💨 and while coming back I had golgappe!!!! 🤤

One win today: I was very happy today and two consecutive days!!! woohoo 🥳!!! One thing to improve: study a bit more!! I also went to mandir (temple) 🛕 today with mommy!!! had GOLGAPPAAA!!! yummm 😋!!! and went to my new house and dig through the large cabinet of books of my mumma and found these books which I used to read when I was like 11 or 12 !!! and I also found some old books on politics and constitution!!! gonna broaden my horizon~

One win today: Slept without overthink (entry on Jan 30) One thing to improve: Study tomorrow 📚!!!