My life’s like squash 내가 뭘 해도 벽으로 다 튕겨 No matter what I do, it all bounces back off the wall 너무 서러워도 난 재밌어 Even when I feel deeply hurt, I still find it fun 왜냐면 다 짊어질 용기 꽤 있어 Because I have the courage to carry it all — Ah, squash makes me high. 흘린 땀은 내 몫이야 The sweat I spill, that’s mine to own. 천천히 하나둘씩 겁 없이 늘려놓지 Slowly, one by one, I’ll stretch it out without fear. 어차피 책임지는 건 나 In the end, I’m the one who takes responsibility anyway. 돌아가긴 힘들 거야 There’s probably no going back now. Squash makes me high. 흘린 땀은 내 몫이야 The sweat I’ve shed is my share. 어제의 나는 broken Yesterday, I was broken. 그 여름날의 난 서툰 사람이었던 거야 That summer version of me — I was just clumsy, unpolished. 그냥 그냥 ah Just… just, ah. — 헤맸었지 남 사이를 I used to get lost in between people. 눈치만 보고 또 다른 Just reading the room, constantly, 가이드라인을 정해 setting new guidelines for myself. 날 쉽게 가둔 채 수십 번 돌린 fail Locking myself up so easily, replaying failure dozens of times. 뭐가 그리 급했을까 What was I in such a rush for? 이젠 웃으며 아무 미련 없이 Now I can laugh, without any lingering regrets, 털어낼 수 있어 어쩌면 실없이 and shake it off — maybe even lightly, carelessly. 끝나버릴 수도 있는 곳이 This place that could end at any moment 여기겠지만 maybe it’s right here.

Squash by Jerd