yo boy oh boy i'm finally watching the finale you can see how great i am at procrastinating from the fact that this was released almost 6 months ago and i am only watching it now (and the fact that this is my favorite show and every season they released i followed closely 🤡) here we gooooooo ------------------------------------------------------------------------- ep 1 thoughts: why the fuck are those jocks dressed like st. patricks day mascots 🤡 steve, jonathan, really? do we really have to do this right now? to grab nancy's attention? is this really necessary? 🤡

caught up with an old friend by old i mean we literally haven't talked in almost 10 years istg 🤡 the overall feeling is: that was not bad but not good someone i could potentially become more friendly with? i genuinely do not see that happening but hey, at least i know some more tea now 🍵

well, i guess the replay is finally done. (not kidding when i said i filmed my reaction to the final scene, i wanted to see how sad i look. i played the video just now after waking up, yo, i look like i was dying 😭) pressing that button determining chloe's ultimate fate 5 years later did not feel easier as i had expected. so many choices i made along the way i believe i have made differently, but sacrificing her? i stared at the controller for a solid 5 minutes and still decided to go with it. (fucking morals am i right 💀) growing up is realizing that all of them contributed to the mess that the reality had turned out to be. there was never a specific antagonist in the game (though we can all agree on the fact that jefferson was genuinely the most fucked up one and the prescotts are a reflection of what monopoly is like in society), the mess was a product of the tragedies that were everyone's lives. chloe's childhood and teenagehood which we got to know of in the game, shaped her into who she is. someone who is insecure, not entirely in control of her emotions, reckless, and kind of selfish. but behind this facade, she is still that kind, fun, and energetic girl who longed for connection and deeply misses and loves her dad and best friend. even her mom whom she grew to rebel against and "step-douche". a few entries back when i was playing a chapter of the alternate reality that max got to experience, i talked about how chloe never had proper guidance growing up. her father died, max walked out of her life, and she was left to grieve alongside her mother who was also coping with the loss of her husband and had to provide for the family at the same time. she eventually met david whom obviously, to teenage chloe, was a threat. she saw him as someone who was trying to replace her father and as a result, did not belong in the family. as a war veteran, david has seen so much cruelty in his life and to be quite frank, bro might have war ptsd, that the way he approach life is a bit... too much. he is headstrong, tough, and very insecure as well, ironically, him and chloe has somewhat of a resemblance, one of the sole reasons why whenever they are conversing, they just clash. (trust me i know this because though i hate to admit it, this is the situation between me and my dad 🤡) in a way, everything that chloe did was to try to get her mom's attention, and a coping mechanism of the things she's been through. she needed someone, and that someone, never appeared in her life. rachel was the closest she ever got to someone being there for her and understanding her, but she eventually walked out as well. everything combined was enough to crush an adult into pieces, let alone a teenager. nathan prescott, was the byproduct of a fucked up family. very much like chloe, he never had a figure in his life to guide him. he had a father, but that mf never viewed him as a son, a child that he needed to care for and love, he viewed him as a pawn in his schemes to achieve what he needed and the heir to the "throne" of the empire he had built. jefferson who he thought was that one beacon he needed in the darkness that was his life, turned out to be just like his dad, if not worse. he was someone that manipulated him and completed used him to fulfill his twisted desires of torturing young girls and photographing them and calling that process necessary for the sake of art. what the actual fuck. i could go on and on about this game for hours, honing in on every single detail and analyzing it, possibly writing a research paper about it 😂 but i'll cut it short this game that i discovered almost ten years ago literally altered my teenage brain, and almost ten years later, i am still able to learn from it and enjoy it. truly a timeless masterpiece ❤️

i just had my wisdom tooth removed not in pain yet but the anesthesia hit me hard (ive never had surgery performed before) i wasn't so out of it but as it hit it felt like my limbs were getting softer and softer. the dentist was explaining some professional shit that i wouldn't be able to comprehend even when i'm completely awake 🤡 even though it was a local anesthesia, it still definitely made me woozy

bro not me crashing out over a disney movie 😩 i literally had to pause this movie every 10 minutes to take a breather because it was either too much to bear or too insufferable for the eyes (a cartoon achieving this is genuinely imprrssive 🤡) ok, let me get the good out of the way before moving on to the bad. this movie definitely has its redeeming points. for example, the soundtrack. one of the best villian theme in the history of disney cinema. the bell of notre dame is absolute chefs kiss 🤌 i'm gonna have it on loop for the next few days yes, i do love the portrayal of esmeralda. i love that we have a fiery, bold, brave heroine for a disney movie in the 90s. a female character who is not afraid to point out the wrong and stand up for herself and other people. she is witty, funny, kind, and very much street smart, and i really admire that about her. HOWEVER, is it just me or did anyone else got the ick when she fell in love with phoebus? and the fact she ended up with him? 😭 i am aware that phoebus is indeed, not that terrible of a person, if anything, he is a MUCH better choice than frollo (yeah this guy can fucking burn in hell and i wouldn't give a shit. this psycho wasn't even an option to begin with) but throughout the movie, i cannot help but feel off about this man. i did my research and do know that in the original work, he was ten times worse. he essentially played wtih esmeralda and broke her heart. i know that the disney portrayal is so much different and they changed a hell lot of the story. this guy however, 😩, i don't get it. i still feel the male gaze, and he's just like, "wow! this lady isn't like the ones i've seen before! i am so attracted!" then again, i am aware this story took place in the 15th century, and the changes they've made to him already significantly made him... umm... more bearable.

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THAT WAS FUCKING PHENOMENAL I NEED MORE!!!!! and you know why it lost that 0.1 star from me? BECAUSE IT DIDN'T GIVE ME MORE 😭 no doubt one of the best biopic i have ever seen, i am so completely in awe of all of the performances by every single one of the actors involved. and jaafar? i'm falling in love with you as an actor i swear 🥹 your dedication to the role is so admirable according to jaafar, there's going to be a sequel diving into the later parts of his life and i am here for it, i can't fucking wait 🤩 when i say i wanted to get up on my feet and start dancing and singing along to the iconic performance of billie jean 😭 i was trying so hard to stick my ass to my seat cuz the theater i was in was so dang quiet it kinda ruined the experience a little for me, so my hands were doing the job, i was bopping along with my hands everywhere 😂 michael revolutionized pop music for the entire world, and his legacy and contribution to the industry was so significant that it changed all the generations after. we all know for a fact that he went down and will contiue to go down as the most iconic performer of all time. fuck the critics, say all you want mfs, this shit was fire 🔥

i'm watching the michael movie tmr so look out for a review soon (i have like 3 reviews in my draft LOL i need to get them out asap) me and my friend had tteokbokki pot today and it was SO GOOD and did i overspend on a bottle of whiskey coffee? yes i did but i don't regret it :) p.s. the cap and shirt i got today. definitely pieces that i usually don't get but i guess that's the point 🤩

did someone just say the michael biopic is released and i'm going to watch it on sunday?

bro my pants were all wet from my round trip from the cafe to the hotel to grab my jacket then back to the cafe absolute nightmarish weather i was also so tired throughout the day :( two cups of coffee didn't do a thing to me anyway, we (attempted) to climb a moutain and took some photos before coming back down to chill at heytea

arrived with mid weather, then we checked into our hotel and it started pouring :( we ate lunch and decided to visit a cafe with very vintage design (and cats 😉) we sat and just chill for an entire afternoon before dinner

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my friend had to visit this egypt exhibition at the palace musuem for her art project, and since ive been meaning to go as well, i was like welp what are we waiting for? ngl, kinda disappointing, mainly because i've seen similar pieces in the british musuem as well as the lourve, and most importantly, the photos my mom and sister took when they went to egypt (i couldn't go due to personal reasons and i still regret it til this day :( nevertheless, i am just glad i got to spend time with my friend as always :)

we ate. we drank coffee. we sat by a seaside and chat. the period cramps sucked tho :( but its ok, i was with my mommy :)

one good thing to have came about in february i'm (ofc) not the one playing the game, because 1) it's so expensive 2) i don't think i'll make it out alive, so i am watching a full walkthrough of the game instead one hour in and we've got 8 more to go, but i'm not in a rush :) 1st update: leon is so baby girl <3 victor said "or we can begin your treatment" and he would be like "the silent treatment i hope" ugh i love leon's idgaf era, 49 yr old kennedy truly is superior. his looks and attitude, ah, absolute chefs kiss 2nd update: i didnt think resident evil could break me but here we are when leon stepped into the rpd, those flashbacks of re2, i swear to god i felt like a dagger went straight through my heart. it instantly brought me back to the summer of 2019 when i first discovered the franchise and fell in love with it. so yeah, it ruined me. the banner, marvin's name plate, oh boy oh boy, i had to pause the video for 10 mins to sob. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ final note: soooo i finished watching it, and dare i must say that was a real ride. again, i have so much to say but i'll try to cut it short. i really love the way they brought leon back to his roots, where it all began for him, only flaw is that claire wasn't mentioned or involved in the game, though i do kind of understand why since she is working for terrasave and sherry and leon are working for the dso instead. the thing that makes me come back for more is the continuation of the classic characters, leon, chris, claire, ada, jill and so on. they expand their storylines alongside callbacks to past events. in this instance, leon went back to racoon city, the place where it all started for him, and the reason why he is still doing what he is doing: trying to save as many people as he can, over and over again, even if it meant that he would die in the process. however, as an audience (and someone who writes), i feel like this is where it ends for him, not death, but where he, in a way, retires from the frontline. the subtle hint of him being married i feel is the perfect way to wrap up his journey. unlike most fans though, i do not care who he is married to, because i don't think that's the main point. for me, i think this is a sign where he has decided that this is where his career ends for him, 28 years of him living selflessly for others, he is finally going to settle down. he has taken down (i pray) the last of umbrella, he found the cure for his syndrome and for sherry, and he went back to where his career started, a sort of closure for his past, for his younger self. now, he is going to put that weight that he's been carrying on his shoulders for decades and move forward for himself, for his potential family. overall, i think the way the devs executed grace's characyer was better than expected. in the interview where one of them said how playing only as leon just wouldn't feel like a horror game anymore because dude's been doing this for almost 30 years now, he is beyond experienced and it would've been all action and no thrill. so the switch up between grace and leon's perspectives allowed us to experience two polar opposite feelings throughout the game and in a way, made it more challenging. people who shit on grace in a non-joking way honestly need to stfu. for someone who has never faced such terror before, i genuinely thought she handled it so so so so well. the amount of dead bodies and monsters and blood and gore she saw (and was dipped in, yuck) is enough to traumatize anyone for a lifetime. imagine being thrown into an environment like this for the first time? yeah, i don't think i would last for more than 10 mins. we should be more empathetic towardspeople, especially the world we live in right now. anyhow, that was my review, i just realized i didn't exactly cut it short whoops. and here below are my favorite moments from the game. hey leon? thank you. you did well.

been my jam lately and well i've been trying to do what they keep repeaing in the song :)

im sad that i didnt get to watch the 4d version cuz i wanted to feel the wind of the desert as well :( but all in all, good movie with good action. listen, i don't watch action movies alright, they're not my cup of tea. i love human interaction that doesn't involve violence, but occasional violence doesn't hurt... right 😁 (DISCLAIMER: IN MOVIES ONLY) so i am in no place to comment on the action part. the dialogue on the other hand? not bad at all, i think mainly because it was adapted from a manhwua, and so there was a foundation in which they could lean on. i decided to watch the movie mainly because i knew very clearly each of the actor in the cast were experienced in action (annnnd because i've never watched yu shi in action so i thought, this is it, i need to see him on the big screen) and they weren't just paying an insane amount to famous actors who knew nothing about action. too tired to talk more about the movie tho. good movie with decent action, of course there were unrealistic parts, for example when dao ma and diting were battling in the sand storm, bruh it's literally impossible to exist in a sandstorm let alone fight someone in it. but then again, we don't question movie logic ;)

welp it's officially chinese new year week gotta attend so so so many lunches and dinners with relatives and theres gonna be so much talking and fake laughing 97% introverted person needs to mentally prepare herself for this thank god i met up with my friend to escape reality and ate good food and went to a local new year market to get local goods fun day, tired, gtg :)

better late than never :) the flowers are barely even there anymore but at least we got some aesthetic shots but most importantly, i just enjoy spending time with my friend

yes please. havent seen my friend in MONTHS finally met up and there was so much catching up life is good :)