I just wanted to ask that maybe someone might give me some hope. Throughout my life, I haven't achieved anything, even when I try hard. In my studies, I studied extremely hard until I got irritable bowel syndrome, gastritis, and other problems due to stress. But in the end, I didn't get a good result and I didn't get into my dream college. My parents blame me for it, but no one saw how i suffered. Even in my own life, no one loves me. I don't have money to buy simple things that would make me happy, and I haven't been able to find a job. I just wanted to ask if I'll ever achieve anything, if I'll ever be happy, if anyone has gone through difficulties in their life and things got better.