pengen neriakin lagu ini di konser (ajakin aku PLEASE)

congratulations on your solo debut <3 i miss you so much, kakak

two cups of coffee and a deeptalk about life (AGAIN) bcs i need to go outside or i’ll crash-out again lollllllll #touchagrasstoday

God loves you but not enough to save you hits me to the ground bcszzsssdssssaassasss gw kayak ditampar bolak-balik seribu kali hahahahahahaha if it’s meant to be, then it will be okay gw nangis lagi i’m so sorry fuck my stupid life 1. God loves you but not enough to save you: literally HITTING me so HARDSDSDDDD like wdym that line is exist…. oh what a writer you are mother ethel (heart eyes) anyway, i believe that we used to or still is in that phase where we have that complex relationship with our religion… and that’s okay. you’ll figure it out. we’ll figure it our together and it will be okay in the end of the day. please remember, God loves you ;) 2. if it’s meant to be, then it will be: exactly !!! Tuhan nggak pernah salah dalam memberi rezeki soooooo pls don’t give uuupppp guuuuysss hahahaha nulis gini seakan-akan gak abis nulis suicid#l notes :]

MASTERPIECE. BANGER. PEAK AFTER PEAK. WHAT A SINGER AND WRITER YOU ARE, ETHEL CAIN. (crashing out in my room while this song is playing) guuuuys i don’t think y’all understand how much i LOVE this song like i’m not even playing i want this song injected to my veins and i still want more BCSSSSS i just LOVE it SO MUCH ?????? kayak every lyrics tuh wow bgt…. and the way she sings it ????? JAW DROPPED . bahkan 15 menit pun kerasa 3 menit di gw karena emang gw sesuka itu pls paham……… yaudah gt aja kapan-kapan gw breakdown my top 3 lyrics from this song ya

my favorite line from this song: 1. to love me is to suffer me: this is exactly what i feel about myself everytime someone knocks the door to my heart because i always feel like i didn’t deserve anything related to ‘love’ cause it’s a strange thing to me. and that’s why i never let anyone to come in again because in my perspective, if you love me then you have to watch me suffering from this love itself…. i’m so sorry

ya mungkin kl gw diperbolehkan menjadi stakeholder couvee maka gw akan maju paling depan alias I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAVA AND EVERYDAY LATTE COUVE BESOK KITA MENIKAH DI MONAS .

i still remember the first time i listened to this song and it was a life-changing likeeee omg ilysm mother ethel pls keep making a good crash-out song <3 (ps. i cry everytime i hear this)

kalo kopken bentuknya manusia udah gw peristri bray

looove this song sooo muuuuch :[ the way it represents “i will find you in every lifetime” huhuhuhu #meandwho anyway last day of pride month #everyonedeservesunshine 🩷

lu nggak akan paham seberapa sukanya gw sama lagu ini kayak EVERY BED IS COLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT EVERYWHERE I GO MY SKIN IS CRAWLING WHAT IF I CAN’T CLOSE MY EYES WITHOUT YOU IN MY HEAD

FILM ANJIIIIIINHGGGGGGGGGGGGG KATA GW GAK USAH NONTON KALO GAK MAU GILA . gw nonton ini sampe hampa berhari-hari WATDEHEEEEEL it affected me THAT much iya blg aja lebay bcs I AM ????? this movie is just so realistic it makes me SICK . i pray that no one would ever bare the pain of being the characters in this movie karena beneran gila bgt….. KETAKUTAN TERBESAR GW .

i’m crying like a bitch wtffff this movie is hell

God i’m crying so hard OH MYYYYYY NEWT I TOLD YOU PLS DONT DIE. sorry i’m having a crash out on his death like he was a real person (he WAS to me)

the vibe of this song always make me feel safe and warm, it’s like i’m being hugged after a storm came. and my favorite part is “keep me as your finish line” oh how i wish someone would say that to me :p

my first read of bu leila’s work!!! i still remember the day i finished reading this book pas kelas 11 lolllll literally got me crying like a weak ass woman (I AM) sampe air mataku jatuh dan bukunya basah, esp that one letter from asmara to mas laut :] SEDIIIIIH BGT i can’t imagine the pain she has to bear :( sedih jg pas ibunya masih nyari mas laut sampe nggak merhatiin asmara… the constant fear of being neglected by your own parents… oh my asmara… :( anyway, tetap suarakan mereka yang hilang ditelan pembunuh HAM ya guuuuyssss. i hope they get the punishment as they deserves :]

NEWT I LOVE YOU PLS DONT DIE

ya mungkin emg gw sesuka itu sm lagu-lagunya ethel cain karena yaaaaa EMANG BAGUS WOI DENGERIN MAKANYA

ni juga gw naksir kayak KAPAN SIH GW GAK NAKSIR 5SOS