this song is bittersweet to me bcz all the videos under this on #millenial optimism just proves that my generation got fucking robbed of that experience. happy for them pero sana ako rin ‘no, nakaranas ng gano’n?

jju (cortis) by @martintrbl on tiktok, completed since i saw another hojicha post today on repov, i took it as a sign to update my au reading collection. guys, super talino ng mga juhoon au readers! like every comment sa juhoon au na binabasa ko is adding a ridge inside my brain. it’s alway so critical, fun and empathetic. tas all of the au(s) i read of the authors pa are small pa lang yung community nila. so, it’s like being in a room full of masters in their fields kasi yung mga authors, sila sila lang din yung nagr-read ng works of each other. about the au naman, ANG FUCKING galing lang talaga ng author! parang #love kek talaga ang ambiguities in au. siguro as an avoidant ferson kaya ganon pero the complexities of the siblings’ relationship is there without it being said outright. and kahit #avoidant ako hate ko ang miscommunication tropes, kaya this one is so good kasi the characters communicates so well. it’s like tutorial on how to do situationships right para mag #progress yung relationship.

i love her so much. i want to be as observant, as full of wonder, and articulate as her.

tangina, ngayon ko lang na realize na why tf am i subjecting myself to this torture na madami namang tao ang nasa kung ano mang posisyon nila sa buhay ngayon when they’re undeserving of it. for example, bbm, sara duterte, robin padilla, pamilyang tan and uy from western samar. bruh, if they had even half of the same self-awarenes that i have, the Philippines wouldn’t have probably been this fucked up. therefore, i wouldn’t beat myself up for ts. pero valid pa rin if i feel sad, down or bzta nagsself doubt.

im so envious of cortisssss bruh ! sana all napapakain ng passion n yan. matter of fact, sana all may passion 😢 fave cortis song q ‘to kasi parang it’s a way of manifesting in the form of a song. bahala n kau sa buhay niu.

all roads will always lead back to matilda by harry styles.. idk what’s with this evening that i’m suddenly feeling so unhappy? i was fine this morning, but tonight i just got this sinking feeling.

sa totoong buhay lang

me with juhoon

love u kitchie… walang makakapantay sa’yo frfr.

gonna live by this now 🙏

oh, who is this?? (genuinely, cause i js discovered her yesterday 😆)

FAVE ABS CBN XMAS JINGLE

iwjsiajjapwjdjjsjw love you all

ILANG ARAW NA PA LA TONG OUT! haist love you tlga raproject six 😁

im so obssessed with chocolate palitaw gais yall dont understand 😔 im lazy asf pero para sa choco palitaw n yan kaya q magbilog-bilog as many times required para lang masatisfy q ang bigbacktivities q 🥹 me nd my sis made milk choco, dark choco, and white chco palitaw hehe

im really abt to hit a muthafucka hirap magkaro’n ng tatay na incompetent asf. buhay at nandiyan nga tatay mo physically pero immature at isip-bata naman. edi wala ren. inangyan bat ba kasi nag-aasawa kayo ng mga hindi nasa standards. kumbaga rejects. may gana pa yang mag-anak para ma expose sa ganiyang incompetence tas mamatay na lang sa galit dahil nakaka wtf sila, man.

ik i heard this somewhere in papa’s playlist

megumi au (jjk) by @octaines on tiktok, completed godddd! im so envious of people na may childhood lover 😭 this is the nth story of the author that i’ve read and ang galing galing niya talaga luhjetness waes! lahat ng trope na gusto niya i-pull through hoooo she’s able to execute so beautifully and with flying colors. na para bang nagku-kwento na lang siya ng talambuhay niya eh, lived experience ba ganon. this au especially, i think she really outdid herself kasi although brief and few panels lang yun ng isang chapt she really captured the bittersweetness, innocence, and complexities that comes with experiencing puppy loveeee! (although i think there’s more to come kasi sa new chapter we’re getting a glimpse of their childhood thru megumi’s pov) all the embarassment, the hurt, to the eventual drift, and reconnecting again is so (insert all positive adjectived u could use to praise authors and their creativity). if only i was articulate bro, i would’ve wrote a thousand more words js describing how good this shit is. edit: ay nakatulog??? i posted pala without finishing it AGSHAHAHAHAHA i was half-awake when i wrote this

hmmm

aka narnia