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The Vampire Diaries Season 5

영화 / TV

on ep 12, i love the part where damon goes back to his unhealthy coping mechanism; laying on the road to draw the attention of the first human driver, then biting their necks off. except this time, he has a friend. ENZOOO!! the guy ive been waiting for since i started the showw. i love that theyre besties, their bonding is so amusing. enzo laid on the road and for a moment i thought it was damon, and they went for this kid named Aaron Whitmore (his family did torturous vampire experiments for generations and generations) which, damon let go at first. but since elena (spoiler alert! was katherine pretending to be elena in her body) broke up with damon and practically called him a monster. so damon being damon, hes heart broken again, he feels miserable, hes self-loathing, but he expresses this all with a friend. hes so dramatic and i love him for it.

The Vampire Diaries

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this is the series ive been really into lately. i love shows that are long and completes the story, instead of movies that tend to skip on details and feel rushed. im wondering if i should try out the book of it too, but maybe once ive forgotten the story of the show. i started on it this may, and now im on season 5! its so addicting i got to season 5 in a month... love the plot, would recommend if you like long paced stories. the thing about vampire diaries is they dont stretch out one plot that ends up being simple and, like you know... something they couldve ended at an earlier time. no! every episode is interesting, theres always a sprinkle of something new and shocking you wouldn't even expect it. like how i thought elena was the only doppelganger that exists in their world, but turns out stefan is one too! and stefan is not the first doppelganger. theres more, and im really excited to meet them. theres lots of plot twists... id wonder how many tricks the show has up its sleeves... like 8 seasons, and not a single boring episode/arc?? the scenes are always thrilling! looking away once or losing focus for a moment is enough for me to get lost on the plot of the episode... woops, that ended up so long. i have so much mkre to say about this show

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i love this game. i LOVE this game. i love it so much im larping it. is it considered larping it?? i know the story, i know all the characters, ive played 2 chapters of the game, which took me like days in between weekdays of school btw. but now i cant use my papa's ps5!!! im so sad... i love this game so much, i just need like a year of playing it everyday straight... i get a lot of spoilers about ff7 from the fandom. its unavoidable, the fandom is very active on tiktok. maybe i should avoid tiktok? they just love to make jokes about DEAD CHARACTERS. or plot twists like damn stop guys!!!! im new... and theres too much ship wars, i zont like it... like love them all, but i have my own preferences too! i started this game last year and i was ADDICTED. the graphics of the latest game, Rebirth, is so good. and the story is so intriguing i love it. i immediately fell in love with Sephiroth's character. i only knew him online at first, but then the game focuses on him so much at the beginning. and maybe im into the dark, crazy characters that went from good, to insane. cloud's backstory is pretty tragic, and im really interested in what happened in his past. why, after 5 years, he suddenly became this image of a "cold" character, why he seems stuck somewhere, like a past that he forgot about. i got spoiled a bit on cloud's character, but its confusing because i avoided knowing the entire thing. id rather experience the story, than be spoiled by it. its no fun at all!! he seems to have lost his memories, it gets me curious. i know theres a lot more to it. i hope it isnt too focused on the romance, but i quite like the romance troupes of it too. i especially favor cloud and tifa. i dont know, i grew up knowing them. i knew cloud was for tifa as a kid, and in my head, theyre just that couple. so it surprised me that theres a second love interest, aerith. i wasnt used to it at first, so naturally i didnt like how she was hitting on cloud. but overtime, i grew on her. Aerith is soo cute and sweet! i love her vibe, i love her style, i love her character and i love her design! shes so cute likeee i aspire to be like her. at first my favorite character was tifa, because shes just so iconic. and i grew up with her. as in cloud and tifa's stickers were on my childhood cabinets, and i remember the movie advent children vaguely, a blurry memory. but once i met Aerith, things just shifted. dont get me wrong, i love them both! but theres just something about aerith that draws me in... and i know she has a tragic story too, which i dont know about yet. im reallyyy looking forward to it! ahhh, i wish i had 4 more years of break. so i can actually have time for this game. i started the game too late!

i dont like tyler lockwood. i hated him in season 1, he was such a jerk. i love how they made him so violent and an asshole to all his friends and girlfriends in the first season, building the image of him as a quick tempered arrogant man, and then disregarding all that into turning him into a werewolf /sarcasm. wayyy to justify a character like that. they explained his actions as just being a werewolf in transition. only time i liked him was in season 2, when he actually became a werewolf. he got calmer, nicer and kinder, actually knows when to stop and control his emotions unlike before. all because of Caroline. caroline helped him become who he is. then he becomes a jerk all over again once the Originals came, once Klaus came. they turned him into a hybrid, and suddenly he became a boring obedient yet selfish guy. idk hes just so boring as a hybrid, it feels dull, his hatred for klaus feels empty and it doesnt have a lot of depth. then he suddenly loses interest in Caroline? like, all that girl has ever been to tyler is perfect, kind, and considerate. shes the prettiest girl in the cast (imo), shes been there with him through and through, then as soon as he becomes a hybrid, he begins to lose interest in her. like??? imagine having all that and still losing interest, i could never treat Caroline like that. thats why i like caroline with klaus. klaus was always there for caroline, and he was very interested in her and her life. imagine the moodiest, sorta evil, hybrid vampire is the kindest to a girl? klaus saw it all in her, and tyler just pushed her aside to pursue his revenge. choosing revenge over love?? idek what hes doing with his pack cause its still a mystery, but tbh im not that interested. but seriously. season 5 tyler, the nerve of that guy to ghost caroline, use the EXCUSE that "Klaus forbid them from seeing each other", even AFTER KLAUS ALREADY LET THEM GO. like dudeee, him and care were only good during Tyler's transformation phase. after that, boom gone! Caroline wouldve been better with Klaus, i stand by it. idc if caroline isnt end game with him, SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN!!! klaus already gave tyler and caroline FREEDOM. but tyler chooses to use that freedom to come up with a revenge plan against klaus, instead of running home into the arms of the girl he loves. AND THEN, He only comes back to her when he has a task to do AT MYSTIC FALLS. he only comes back FOR HIMSELF, NOT FOR CAROLINE. the nerve of that guy to walk out on caroline despite their relationship being on the line. she didnt deserve that. and then, he gets angry at caroline for sleeping with THE RIGHT MAN BY THE WAY?? KLAUS!! SHE SLEPT WITH KLAUS AND SHES BETTER WITH KLAUS!! AND TYLER GETS ANGRY HAHAHA SUCKS ON YOU JERK!!! i really dont like him, redemption arc or whatever. Klaus is better. sorry, a little biased there. but how can a villain treat the girl he loves better, than a man that claims himself a good man with heroic intentions? a supposedly "evil man" can treat a woman he loves better, than the guy who is on the good side.

im beginning to miss the times when i didn't think about one person all the time, didn't adjust my time for them, their views and pace and situations. i miss being there with myself and just embracing my hobbies, instead of losing interest in them. im beginning to think i was happier healthy, when all i thought about was myself and my friends, before everything fell apart. now it feels like having no distraction will pull me back into misery, restlessness, and the struggle of getting up from bed. my friends were my distraction once. and i used to be so naturally outgoing and sweet to the people i care about, i dont know what happened now. my shows and hobbies werr my distraction once, but sitting around feels so draining. my phone used to be my distraction, but all i ever do now is wait for the message of the boy i love and passing the time when he doesnt. i barely use my phone now, except for texts really. doomscrolling, clearing of storage. so yesterday i drew again, and i hate how quick i get tired of drawing after one good sketch. the other day i played my guitar to let out my feelings, it felt really nice. i miss reading books without my eyes or head hurting. i miss romanticizing life with my books, going about life and goals at my own pace. not having to think of how ill see this boy when our time is free. im aware that i dont have a healthy attachment with this person. and it makes me sad how difficult it is for me to care about someone without feeling so anxious all the time. my friend told me once that she knows im scared of change, and she's so right about that. change is just a fear of discomfort and unfamiliarity, and the lack of trust i have in myself and the ones i love. so i miss when things felt good and just right. when i was myself, with myself, and experienced things for my self-growth. when i wasnt numb to my surroundings and dismissed a lot of happenings, both good and bad. and only one thing mattered. how ill adjust myself to the change in routine. how ill avoid failure. how ill prevent bad things that could happen to me, even though it hasnt happened yet. but even when things felt good and right, i still had moments of difficulty, emptiness and loneliness. it was still there. the only difference is, i didnt have a partner to worry about too. and i dont know which one is better. partner or no partner. it gets to me too, how ill balance my studies and love life, and family. but the family issue is there for a lifetime, studies are catching up to me, and love life is a side quest that takes up too much screen time. i hope this year i can find a way to balance it out in the best way for me, even if i lose one. im afraid of losing anything, but if im afraid all the time, how will i improve?