watching soooo much of dean withers’ content rn it’s really pmo how real life ppl r this idiotic. [ we stan dean btw he’s so mother ] but seeing him made me want to be more educated too !! i want to help the world too ! also i got a haircut. got sum microbangs that look soooooooooooo cute :3 ALSO argued with ppl today which i haven’t done in a while so it feels super duper nice ~ tomorrow im visiting a mall with my friendddd *\(^o^)/* !! it’s gunna be saur fun im lit stoked oh yeah i pulled an all nighter to reset my sleeping schedule yesterday & rode my bike around my area at 5AM today. it was nice, the morning air but i crashed at noon & took a long nap … i haven’t been up in my music & shows & books lately which is kinda ehhh ^^ i wanna start a personal curricullum abt the study of jellyfish in the next month ! i will do it !! they’re my fav in the whole wide world. honest i want to become a marine biologist but im too dumb & stupid. im sad about that. i only have academic talent in english. nothing else. i want to help the ocean, i adore it so so much. but im lazy & stupid. my mom said i’ll only get to play this first month of summer break. aw. i don’t like that. it makes me want to kill myself again, & i don’t wanna return to that place. i’ve done so much to earn this summer break, even getting into the top school in my city. let me enjoy this. i don’t want all this. let me be. uhhh anyway wow i talk alot huh

i went to the mall with my friend today >< ! it was super fun, we chatted, laughed , visited a cafe to do to oshikatsu, went to a photobooth & window shopped hehe … i’d say it was a good hangout ^^ me & my (best) friend don’t even have that much in common & most of our time tgt is just spent in our own worlds but with compant but somehow we both enjoy it sm lol - forgot to mention this above but i bought an anya ( from SPYXFAMILY ) pin from the KKV in the mall. it’s superrrr big & sparkly & cute. i love it :D !! when mom picked me up today she yelled at me a lot. she yelled at me at home too. mostly abt only letting me “run free” on the first month of summer. it made me unhappy. i don’t want that. on a related note i’ve started listening to more vocaloid today ~ when i think abt it, the amount of vocaloid music i listen to kinda correlates to how unhappy i am with my life lol … sounds weird, huh ? last summer, where i was in a prolonged depressive state, it was THE time of vocaloid ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ also im kinda addicted to editing & stickerbombing my photos hehehe :) oh & i made brazillian lemonade tonight. our blender broke so i had to use the shitty hand blender & didn’t control blending time. becuz of that it turned out super duper bitter. but it’s ok, i’ll drink it all myself. anyway, bye bye !

biked to the bookstore today !!! it was super meltingly hot outside & i was just getting a good noon nap in my breezy air-conditioned room but i was craving for some new manga releases … i got 3 books ( & a bottle of sprite ) : vol 17 of tffbwd, vol 8 of a tropical fish yearns for snow [ so peak & underated btw ? i love ocean-themed stories ] & vol 3 of lovely complex !! as u can tell im a complete romance junkie :3 anyway byeee im gonna go read my fine pieces of literature now ^^

im making tomato soupppp ~ !! it’s been a while since i’ve had it so im super duper excited hehehe >< tomatoes have such a “summer” vibe, yk ? they just scream summer to me. ~REMEMBER SUMMER DAYS~ i was supposed to cleanout my closet today but i just cleaned out my bookshelf a few days ago so im not feelin it rn :P i’ve been watching lots & lots of kubz scouts’ horror game playthroughs as research for my own im developing over the summer ! it’s sth i’ve wanted to do in a while & im starting with a small project first. i hope i’ll be able to finish & not procrastinate it like all the others lol … also i’ve found some really cool ppl on this app i wish we could have repove mooties ^^ OK BYE !!! oh & i want to go to the beach. but i wanna go to the beach everyday so ig that’s not too special of a feeling :)

was supposed to wake up at 7AM today to go to bestie’s place at 3PM BUT MY DUMBASS AIRHEAD OF A DAD FORGOT TO WAKE ME UP SO I JOLTED AWAKE AT 2:45 PM & HAD TO DELAY THE MEETUP BY AN HOUR !!! THANKS DAD THAT’S LIKE REALLY COOL !! eh actually im not that mad i handled it well enough ig ( i even made a home-cooked lunch for myself, gochujang noodles ). im going to get coffee w/ her at the mall now, staying at her place 2nite for a sleepover ~

ok i forgot to post this yesterday ( or .. today ? idk ) cuz i stayed up ‘till 5AM & had to sleep ASAP but the sleepover was really fun ☆彡 ! we read cringey fan finction tgt, chatted abt fandoms & just did ur own thing in eachother’s presence [ i love that kinda hangout btw :)) is that weird ?? ]. oh & i randomly got my fucking period yesterday … thanks period, between being a lesbian & a virgin i really wanted to know whether i was preggo or not. my period always arrives at the worst days too like whenever it hears “vacation” it just runs straight to me >:[ god how i love being a woman. also me & bsf talked lots abt merch & oshikatsu yesterday & that made me want to buy alnst merch again … ( i was so addicted last year holy shit ). i haven’t check the new drops in a while & HOLY MOTHER OF PEARL THEY ARE HUNKALICIOUS !!!!! I WANT ‘EM ALL !!!! so yeah say goodbye to my money <3

had the rose buldak cup noodles for breakfast w/ bestie this morning … IT HURT LIKE HELL OMFG SHE SAID THE ROSE WAS THE LEAST SPICY OF THE FLAVORS SO I DUMPED THE WHOLE SAUCE PACKET IN & IM SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES !!!!!! i finished 3 whole ass cups of water eating ts & had to wash the last bits of spicy on my tongue down w/ some cream bread (´⊙ω⊙`) also my period cramps r killing me.

OH MY FUCKING GOD CHRIST ON A STICK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK WHO IN GOD’S GREASY FUCKING EARTH INVENTED PERIODS I FUCKIBG HATE IT HERE I FEEL SO BLOATED & TIRED & DISGUSTING I JUST WANT TO FUCKING CRASH OUT & FUCKING DIE ALREADY PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYT THE SECOND DAY IS ALWAYS THE FUCKING WORST & OFC IT HAD TO BE WHEN I FUCKING HAVE HANGOUT PLANS WITH MY FUCKING FRIENDS TOO GEE THANKS PERIOD YOU FUCKING LITTLE SHIT !!!! is this hell bcuz it burns .. get me out of here pls my tummy hurts _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

we went to the mall AGAIN holy shit i’ve gone to 3 different malls in these past 4 days hanging out w/ rich ppl really be different huh (^_-) anyway my period cramps have calmed down & so im zen now ……. *gong sfx* going for ramen & visiting a bookstore might’ve helped w/ that lol :P the ramen here was mediocere ( also im more of an udon girl ) but the fries were dang good. saw lots of books on my reading list on the bookstore trip & ended up getting “i want to die but i want to eat tteokbokki” :] been reading a bit of it & it’s very good so far ! i like the author’s writing style & their experiences also mirror mines quite a lot ~ anywayyy gotta visit more stores to window shop now so byeyyeyeye >< !

went to a workshop w/ friends today to make a soda cream candle. the workshop ran out of materials for it. we were sad, went for a little treat, then came back to make sum phonecases. it was fun & they turned out soooo cute :3 im happy to hang out w/ these girlies again. oh yeah & i got my new phone. it’s an iphone 13. yay !! it’s in this super ugly green color but ehh it’s fine i got the phone case to cover it. i already downloaded like 100000 new games & cool apps :P if i sound less energetic than usual it’s becuz i am. period sucking the life outta me. also i forgot to mention me & my parents went to this super boring chicken place 4 diner but after that we went to a cool dessert shop for caramel, which was yum yum. im tired & sleepy but just had to update still lol … btw my mom hired a chinese tutor for me since i’ll have to take chinese classes in the upcoming school year. thinking abt having to study & summer ending makes me want to hurt myself again but it’s fine im just overthinking im sure it’ll be good. i started reading more of the book i bought yesterday too “i want to die but i want to eat tteokbokki”. it’s a very good book, im lovin’ it so far. i feel for the author. ugh the fact that repov doesn’t have autocorrect pisses me off - ok bye luv u mwah ><!

hung out with the gang at a friend’s house today !! we made food, played card games, had a truth or dare session & did sooooooo many fun things together :D i love my friends sm ~ they fill me with such joy & happiness, i live for them <3 on the ride home, my mom picked me up & scolded me for going to that friend’s house. they were a friend she wasn’t too familiar with so she was worried i’d get raped & tortured & kidnapped & murdered. mom said some victim-blamey stuff too, which made me think. if i was a victim of these horrendous acts, would i tell her ? honestly, no. if i , she’ll yell at me again & blame me for everything that happened. i wouldn’t want to hurt more after such a horrible thing happened. she’s also starting me on chinese lessons 3 months ahead for school, told me “one month of summer is enough to hang around” & said that she’ll take away all me electronics & restrict me from friend hangouts to focus on studying. i feel very sad abt that. it already feels like summer is over, even though it’s just started. i don’t know what i’ll do when both of those things are taken away from me. i don’t want a repeat of last summer. also i did lotsa phone themes today hehehe .. love my new phone, esp liquid glass on ios 26.5 >< anyway, bye !! love u mwah xoxo ^^

bedrotted all day. my head hurt a lot. in the evening my chinese tutor came. the lesson was pure pain. i was made to pronounce sounds i wasn’t sure was even possible for human vocal cords. i hate it here. she also gave me a shit ton of homework, so fuck that bitch ig. at least tmr im going to my cousin’s to bake key lime pie & hangout. oh & im starting my personal curricullum “all abt jellyfish” next month ! ok love u kisses bye bye ~

i don’t even have words to describe how bad this pile of shit tasted … the creamy frosting on top tricks ur brain into thinking ur eating sth good but then the pungent tangy lime flavour [ /neg ] cuts through to punch that thought right outta u .. it ends with a lingering bitter taste that resembles either throw up or sewage water. yeah it was bad, i wanted to throw up & my cousin luckily did. that thing was supposed to be a key lime pie btw … THE CRUST ISN’T BURNT TO OBLIVION OK IT WAS AN OREO CRUST !!! this morning i came to their house so excited to hangout & then was hit with the traumatizing result ヽ(；▽；) it did make for an … interesting experience ig, the baking tgt was very fun but the product was not. eh, i still enjoyed the heck outta today & that’s enough for me :3 played sum roblox ( & AMOGUS ) in the afternoon too, it was so funny roasting the shit out of 9 year olds on dti & running from the kpdh worms ( yes that is a real obby ) lol ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) oh, did i mention i cried a lot the day before yesterday ? i couldn’t write it down in my diary entry yesterday cuz i was in a rush but yeah, i balled 4 like half an hour (つД`)ノ it’s all ok now im happy at the moment :D it’s taught me to treasure happiness while it lasts cuz it won’t be forever ..

played lotsa roblox with a friend today :3 kinda used it as an excuse to hang out with my crush lol [ did i tell u that said friend is my crush of like 3 years ?? yeah it’s pathetic … ] but i had a super duper fun time !!! we played 99 nights until we all tragically died, climb the kpdh worm obby & girlbossed too close to the sun in DTI ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) it’s probably the highlight of my day today hehe .. anyway bye gotta go wash sum dishes ! mom didn’t ask me to but im feeling generous today ~

made caramelized onion noodles [ but i used pasta lol ] for lunch today (｡･ω･｡) !! it was sauurrrr good, just a pity that i didn’t have heavy cream so i had to substitute it with milk, which made the sauce less creamy but still yummylicious ~ oh btw i have a roblox session scheduled w/ a friend an hour later ! yayyy !! we’re playing 99 nights hehe .. been kinda obsessed with that game, it’s so chill & cozy. my friend does most of the important work but i get food & wood & materials 4 them ig :D oh does anyone wanna friend me on roblox ? i think my username is 0lindias_f0rmosa ( not sure & too lazy to double-check ) :P it’s the scientific name of the flower hat jellyfish, my fav type of jellyfish <3

it’s not that bad ok ?! at first u dread it but when u get to actually doing it it’s just fine !! put on some music & zone out, so easy ^^ cleaning really makes u feel better after tho <3

we went to a pho restaurant for dinner today (*´∇｀*) !! my mom made a comment abt how im always unsmiling when im with them. perhaps it’s becuz im not … happy ?!?? so im not … smiling ??!??? crazy ! … also smiling all the time would make me look like a creep lmao :)) i try to save my happy energy for when im around friends & online ψ(｀∇´)ψ ! it’s useless wasting my smiles around my parents honestly, i’ve already given up with them. [ i sound like an edgy “IT’S NOT A PHASE MOM” ] teenager lol .. im sorry ] later on the ride home she made a nasty comment abt my weight. it makes me wanna starve myself, but i always can’tt ugh it’s so annoying how i can’t control myself around food :/ we decided to visit a nearby cafe too. mom tried getting closer to me but like it felt weird so i told her to fuck off ( ok i didn’t actually tell her that but like yk ). why try after all this time lol ? the distance between us has gotten to far, it’s too late to close the gap. also like it’s so weird to think abt how she just hit me yesterday & today girlie is pulling this ??? yeah u can’t deceive me bro - anyway that’s it bye bye love uuu :3

i did nothing today again, really … except for like cry again ^^ [ 3/4 day streak, yay ?? ] studied chinese w/ my tutor online in the afternoon. it wasn’t as bad as the first lesson ig ʕʘ‿ʘʔ also researched jellyfish a little too as part of my personal curricullum ! it was confusing but fun to figure out >< planning to do more tmr !!!! oh & i texted my crush lots today too, it’s really fun to be talking to her everyday ! ok bye lovelies my mama’s gonna make her delish cheesy shrimp bake for dinner so i gotta go luv uuuuu (●´ω｀●) <3 ( btw did i tell u i just bought the baniste till standee ?? yea so im bringing my bi king son home soon )

oh my gawd my food is fantastic 🥹✌️ eat it up eat it eat it up mom said it came out a little too watery but i ain’t complaining it’a going into my stomach nontheless 😛😛😛😛😛😛

i sincerely apologize for my eratic behaviour last night i was up reading shadows house till 3AM. also i have a celebratory dinner tonight yay ;P hoping my relatives’ll give lotssssssaa money hehehehheee >< oh yeah & mom’s making mapo tofu 4 lunch ^^ yummer yummerz !!!

i am a proud single mom of like 92828289283 OC children …. i love them so so much they are my sweet little babies <3 pls love them too 🫵🥺 or they will be very sad. i love how some of them have complex lore that runs 4 pages & pages but others are just .. there. like yes king ur name is simon & u work in a lab … type shii also does anyone elso have a tendency to create ocs as pairs ?? whether friends or lovers, i rarely ever make just a lone guy, i gotta give ‘em a buddy too or they’ll so lonely ! if u scrolled this far to read im very grateful ^^ tysm twinsie anyway here are their names & little tidbits abt them !! if u care ( pls do ) !!! - first slide : damia & simon :P silly lab partners :P damisimo is very peak TRUST - second slide : AIra ~ a virtual AI companion made by an IT student as a passion project ! said uni student based AIra off of themselves & has their soul transferred into AIra while they lay unconcious in a hospital bed … uh it’s complicated …. - third & fourth slide : damisimo AGAIN brah i don’t pick favourites as a mother but they have a very special place in my heart ok !! - fifth slide : charlie & alex ! forest exploration partnerz :3 they discover a creepy disturbing things but ehh it’s cool they’re silly - sixth slide : chloe & carlos .. how do i even explain their lore lol :) they’re uhh kids who uhh got purged bcz of they’re uhh parent’s sins too uhh retain the yin & yang of the world or summat uhh & now they work in the shadow realm as purgers to gain karma & uhhh get back on earth. yeah they’re chill <3 FUCK U repov for not letting me add more than 6 images om the free version !!! love u sm kisses byeeee xoxo

food ! eat ! good ! yayy !!

my floor is 90% clothing now …. help me lord it’s been 3+ hours & im still not done >< found some cute forgotten pieces tho !

guess who just made two new OCs in one nighttttt ??!!? IT’S ME ! *that one ILLIT song starts playing* i haven’t come up w/ names 4 them yet ( or have quite finished designing them yet ) but they’re both ballerinas ! the first girl is a rejected JPOP idol who somehow became a ballerina & the second girl is a used-to-be thief who uses trickery ( against / to harm others most of the time ) to make it in ballet ^^ yayayyayayayyay !! name ideas in the comments ? i love u for caring for my OCs too btw they’re all so precious to my heart <3 lobe u kisses byeeee

ok chat i finished cleaning out my closettttt (*´∀`)♪ got rid of like 5 bags of clothes … im happy now that my closet looks cleaner & more organized ! i finished at abt 3:30 PM & napped until .. almost 6 PM ?? yeah i was so tired lol ٩( ᐛ )و uhh but when i woke up i had a RAGING headache that’s STILL fucking banging in my skull now EVEN AFTER i put on those headache calming stickie thingies holy fuck i hate this someone put me out of my misery pls oh also i studied chinese with ms. tutor ( i don’t even know her name lol ? ) today >< !! IT’S THE WORST FUCKING LESSON EVER OH MY GAWD WHO IN THE GODDAMN INVENTED THESE FUCKASS INCONSISTENT RULES THAT MAKE ZERO FUCKING SENSE FUCK CHINESE BRO I HATE THIS SO MUCH I WAS DISSOCIATING MID-CLASS CAN GOD JUST TAKE ME TO HELL RN CUZ I’VE ALREADY EXPERIENCED IT IN THESE TWO HOURS OF CHINESE LESSONS !!!!!!!!!! yeah it only made my headache worse & my mouth is currently disfigured from pronouncing sounds that are not from this realm _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): well all that kinda really sucked but i played lotsa r1999 todag so cheers to that <3 i still have a headache. love u kisses byeeeeeee *\(^o^)/*

made an inauthentic pepper lunch yesterday & it was suuuuupperrrr yummy >< ! gunna make sum cookies today for our family vacation this weekend ~ i luv luv luv cooking & baking <3

guys say hi to my son. be nice to him he just arrived.

im making meringue cookies while it’s raining …. they’re currently baking as im writing this (*´∀｀*) rainy baking is super duper cozy, i just love love loveee the rain soooo much !!!! this is my 2nd attempt at meringue cookies, hoping it’ll be a success this time lol - im making them for our family vacation this weekend :3 also i used the reason of going to buy ingredients at our local baking store to have a walk in the rain with my jellyfish umbrella hehehehee .. im so rebellious & evil >:D i love getting soaked in the rain sm ( is that weird ?? ) i like how they pitter-patter on my skin ^^ *spiritually transfers u the meringue cookies* ok luv u byeee !!

thrifting at a boutique thrift shop named “belladonna” rn ☆ ! it has alt / 2000’s energy & an amaaazing selection of clothes >:P i bought two suuuuuper cool tops here & got chiikawa stickers as a freebie <3 wish i could’ve gotten more stuff tho >< !! went with my cousin & we’re going for lunch now so i gtg, byeeeeeeee ~

had KFC at a nearby mall after our thrift visit ! then we visited random stores around & messed with sum makeup :3 i luv luv luv makeup sm it’s like face art that makes u pretty ☆彡 also bought this red polka-dot beret !! super cute !!!

eeeeeekkk it’s raining im soooo happy ♪( ´▽｀) hanoi has been blessed with sm rainfall lately & my serotonin levels have never been higher … i would’ve had a walk in the rain but i just washed my hair yesterday so unfortunately i had to cower under an umbrella :[ went to the konbini downstairs to buy sum stuff & i found .. labubu cokes. why can’t the sun just explode already brah what is ts

uhhhh so yeah i took a shower that lasted for almost 3hrs .. without even washing my hair lol :] most of the time was spent shaving ( for my beach vacay ofc ) but like literally how did it take THAT long 🥹🥹🥹 ?????? i kinda really despise shaving but the buttery smooth skin i get after if simply divine !! oh & my mom called me fat & made preeeetty nasty comments abt my weight over dinner so .. thanks mom, more motivation to starve ig ?? ughh i really wanna starve myself to lose weight like every other person but i just can’t seem to control my mouth around good fooddddddd :[ also i cook & bake alot so that may be a contributing factor lol ^^ i’ll try to eat less & move more ? ehhhh idk tho. i’ll try my best ! unrelated but this morning i had lotsa fun making & prettifying spotify playlists :3 yay >< !!

usually my chinese tutor teaches me on saturdays but my mom told her we were going on vacation on the weekend so they switched the class date to TODAY. WITHOUT TELLING ME ??????? i was fucking HORRIFIED when i saw ms.tutor messaging me the zoom link … like excuse me bitch ???!?!! i need time to mentally prepare 4 ts 😭😭😭😭 !!!! like come on brah fuck u 2 mom

THE CAR RIDE HERE WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE !!!! i was originally supposed to crash in the back seat w/ my mom’s friend’s daughter, let’s call her Bonbon. i don’t know Bonbon that well & we’re basically strangers but we have basic human decency towards eachother so it’s all good, i don’t mind sitting w/ her there for like 3 hours. BUT !!!!!!!!! PLOT TWIST !!! apparently she’s carsick so it’s better for her to sit in the front & I HAD TO SIT WITH HER MOM & HER YOUNGER BROTHER. THREE PEOPLE TRAPPED IN THE MOST NARROW UNCOMFORTABLE SEAT OF THE CAR. WITH LUGGAGE SQUISHED BETWEEN ALL OF US BECUZ THE CAR’S A 6-SEATER WITH THE TWO SEATS IN THE FAR BACK DOUBLING AS LUGGAGE SPACE. OH MY FUCKING GOD IM GONNA COMBUST I FUCKING HATE KIDS SO MUCHHHHH !!!!!!!!! THEY’RE SUCH A HEADACHE & HAVE NO CONCEPT OF PERSONAL SPACE !! i’ll save u the complain fest but trust me when i say i did NOT have a good time. but it’s ok now im finally here. in our homestay. & guess what ?!?!! I HAVE GREAT GREAT NEWS ! PROGRESS TOWARDS MY EVIL PLAN >< i luckly snagged the only room downstairs closest to the front door & got mom to send me the lock code (๑>◡<๑) breaking out here will probably be a loy easier than i thought, i’ve literally hit the jackpot on room placement, got the “keys” to the door [ a nice little bonus : the door isn’t too bulky so it won’t make much noise, yipeee !! ] & the adults are all upstairs so they won’t hear a thing ~ looks like im all set hheehehehhehehehehe >:3 it’s all coming along smoothly ….. muahahhahahHhhHhHhHhhaahaahha !!!!! anyway, i gtg go nap for a bit after that hell of a car ride & visit the beach later this afternoon so i can map out my route ^^ seeya !

we went to the beach this afternoon >< it was pretty nice .. sad i didn’t get to see any sea jellies but my little brother spotted lotsa hermit crabs ! suuuuper cute <3 when i went home i got the take a BUBBLE BATH ☆ !! the bathtub was soooo huge & it was sooooo fun ~ i luv bathing & selfcare sm …. ABOUT THE PLANS THOUGH …. uh … something miiiiiiiight be interfering. remember when i said we’d have the first floor to ourselves & the sneak-out would be easy-peasy ?? MINE & BONBON’S DAD ARE WATCHING SOCCER DOWN HERE !!!! the game STARTS at 2AM !!! like come on bruh how we gon’ do this 😭😭😭😭 also im scared there’ll be security guards around the beach at midnight … idk .. i hope not :[ i’ll still try to sneak out tho. not giving up ! also, our families plan to visit the ocean early at 5AM so … PULLING AN ALL-NIGHTER IT IS, BABY ! anywaaayyyyy, gotta go play roblox with my friend, bye bye luv u kisses <3

I MADE IT GUYS OMFG I CAN’T BELIEVE IT BUT I MADE IT !!! I SNUCK OUT TO THE OCEAN !!!!! AT FUCKING 1AM !!!!!!!! EVERYTHING WAS PITCH BLACK & I WAS HIGHKEY TOO SCARED TO DO ANYTHIBV BUT I MADE IT !!! AND IM COMING BACK AGAIN TMR !!!!!!! LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOO !!!! it was so quiet & eerie & dark & i was absolutely terrified & almost didn’t find my way back home but im just proud that i did it. idk why but sneaking out feels so .. fun to me ? like im not even going outside to do anything nepharious but just the act absolutely fills me with joy & accomplishment as a wannabe rebellious teenage girl ☆彡 next mission is to sneakout from my house hehehhee >:D sadly i didn’t find no sea jellies or other ocean creatures washed up ashore tonight .. which is good for them, but i just wanna see these babies up close ! oh & i have an itty bitty little wound on my foot & the sand totally made it hurt 1000 times worse but .. TOTES WORTH IT !! NO REGRETS !!!!! today was kind of a test to see if i could even sneak out & reach the ocean & i lowk got scared & rushed back home but tomorrow im coming with bonbon & IM GONNA GO ALL-IN !! LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOO IM SO HAPPY !!!! IM SO EUPHORIC RN !!!!!!!!!! ok love u kisses byeeeee <3 btw i found a snail outside on our front porch on the way back :P as a snail mom im very giddy.

went for an early morning beach walk & dip with dad ^^ sad that we didn’t see any sea jellies but i saw lotsssssa crabs & fish ! the ocean in this hour is so tranquil & ethereal …. i’d love to witness the ocean’s beauty at every period of the day <3 i had an hour-long bubble bath when i went home (о´∀`о) i am enjoying having a big bath tub too much lol :) i spent most of the time jamming to my summer playlist & reading the jellyfish wikipedia, it was so much fun !! we’re having lunch now, will be going to a yogurt ice cream shop & water park later today so love u kisses byeeee ☆ [ to all my repov mooties, all your comments of encouragement really helped me gain the balls to sneak out ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ im so glad to have done it & to have met such lovely folks <3 ]

fuck u pjsk how in god’s greasy earth is this not an S rank ??!??????!!!!!?!??

spent two hours at the waterpark today & it was super duper fun ☆彡 !! me & bonbon went to like 6 different slides multiple times >< the swirly slides are always such a thrill ! we went on the water bouncy castle too lol, fell off too many times to count :] i couldn’t bring my phone inside so i have no pics but trust me it was packed with cool attractions ~ im writing this as im finishing setting the bath so i gtg take another hour-long bubble bath :P love u kisses byeeee ! also tonight im gonna sneak out again hhehehehe .. now that i have bonbon as an accomplice it’s gunna be bomb >:3 another thing, our families are having at-home hotpot tonight & im super stoked. it’s gunna be a good fucking day !!!

we had at-home hotpot for dinner today !!!! it was super yummy, i literally ate at lightning speed >< there were soooo many lovely things boiling in there : noodles, teokkbokki, enoki mushrooms, sausage, beef, viên thả lẩu & váng đậu ( ^ω^ ) the best thing abt at-home hotpot is that u get to choose ur own toppings & customize everything to ur taste ~ ♪ while eating my dad was watching wrestling on TV & holy shit it is the gayest sport ever >:] !!! the fighters kept grabbing eachother & even after the fight was done they hugged unprompted 😭😭like go get a room u two <3 i ship them so hard pls kiss …

hi im tired & mentally drained rn but i feel like posting my daily highlights on repov is a responsibility so here’s everything that happened late yesterday & today ! [ ultra-summarized ] - the 2nd midnight beach escape was successful ! going with bonbon was super fun too & we even recorded a vlog ~ almost didn’t make it back to our rooms tho cuz the house door was malfunctioning on us, luckily we solved it in time (^з^)-☆ - our families also went to the beach earlier that night, we spotted soo many hermit crabs, crabs, shrimp & even a whole school of fish !! super kewl .. - the morning after, our families went for a final beach dip. i embraced the water; swam & drifted around alot. it was really nice. went home & had a yummy breakfast plate too >< - im back home now, the 4-hour car ride back wasn’t as bad cuz i got to sit alone in the comfy passenger seat & had hundreds of songs downloaded on my yt （╹◡╹）the clouds were really pretty today, so fluffy & round laid on a perfectly blue sky <3 - scheduled an aquarium visit with my friend [ who’s also my crush of 3 yrs but we don’t talk abt that ok ] ! it’s gunna be super duper jolly .. im so excited ^^ - later this weekend my family’s going to the countryside to visit my grandma & commemorate (?) my gramp’s passing. which means we’re going to the beach again hell yeah bitches thanks gramps we stan ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ - i may bake chocolate chip cookies tonight. if i recover from this slump ? wow i yap a lot holy crap ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ gtg shower now so love u kisses byeeee ~

made these noodles 4 lunch today ^^ they were the perfect balance of spice & creaminess, love them !! gosh how i love cooking ~ might bake later today too :D

mom is being a bitch again omgggggg !!! don’t make me wanna throw u off the fifth floor now u little shit (΄◉◞౪◟◉｀) mf i did the dishes, washed the greens, grated the veggies, cut the grapes, washed them as well, cooked the rice & now u want me to take the clothes from the hangers then fold them too ?!! while im busy doing fucking homework ?!?! u know u have another child right ? another functioning human who could also help u out ??? while said human is current “busy” mogging the opps on roblox with his friends ??? it has to be done by the one & only me ??!? if u wanted it done then & there u could’ve asked anyone else !!!!! ur baby son !!! ur husband !!! or yk YOURSELF !!!!!! but noooooooooo u keep pestering ME to do while im doing homework for classes that YOU signed me up for against my will ! i guess i really am special afterall, huh !! i never said any of this to that wretched whore ofc, that would end with reminders of why i should kms, so i just decided to keep a straight face & obey. i’ve kinda really given up on resistance lol - oh on a lighter note my friend [ & crush of three years crazy lore drop ik ] will go the aquarium tomorrow (*≧∀≦*) ! gosh i just looove aquariums sm, they’re the closet i can get to living underwater & apparently this aquarium has a jellyfish tank !!!! eeeekkkkk !!!!!!! im so excited !!!!!!!! ok love u byeee ~

aquarium. it was fun. i was very happy. im tired now. rotting. sorry. baking choco chip cookies later. might pull an all-nighter today. got all the ingredients 4 overnight oats. trying to increase my fiber intake. ok. love u. bye. oh, i hugged her & held her hands. platonicly tho. no homo. even tho i want it to be. so fucking bad. mom yelled at me again & ofc more chores but it’s ok.

burnt the damn butter while tryna brown it on the first try. still got it tho.

made overnight oats for breakfast (*´∇｀*) ik they look like throwup but they didn’t taste too shabby. too big of a breakfast for me tho :| i might half the recipe next time .. ? but hit my fiber goal ( according to metrics on google lol ) so im very happy & proud !! later today dad’s gunna take me for me medical checkup. it’s nothing serious, just that i sweat a lot more than average or sth ? idk idk. it’s gunna be a pain in the ass tho, ughh >:[ tonight i have chinese lessons again. fuck. buuuuutttt ! im going to visit my grammy in the countryside w/ my cousins tmr !! & guess what that means ….. GOING TO THE BEACH AGAIN BITCHES YAYYYYYYYYY !!!! ok that’s it ig love u kisses byeee :3 oh & i’ve been loving spam-posting in girly tumblr.

went rollerskating around the hallways after getting back for the clinic. i was trying to get sum cardio in, but the roller skates don’t really fit my feet anymore so they hurt like a bitch. oh but u know what else hurts like a bitch tho ?? falling face first on the cold hard floor !!! which i did while rollerskating cuz i wasn’t paying much attention. i was zoning out. so maybe next time i’ll climb our apartment stairs for cardio. fuck the gym. abt the hospital visit, i followed my dad around & he got the papers & talked to the doctors & i just stood next to him like an idiot. then he told me im having surgery next time i visit. uhh .. ok cool. ig. i asked if i’d be under anesthesia during said surgery & he said no. well .. shit. ok then. had to fucking study chinese again. I NEED MY TUTOR TO FUCKING DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck chinese fuck the tutor i hate all of u burn in hell PLEASE !! the lesson was horrific as it always was. i hated it. lately i kinda feel like i wanna die again ? idk ? or like just sleep all the time so i don’t have to live ? sorry i sound like an “ IT’S NOT A PHASE MOM “ teenager but i really feel like this ? ughhh it’s sooo cringe even im embarassed ~ BTW I MADE TWO NEW OCS LOL (๑>◡<๑) !! they’re characters in a visual novel im .. i’d like to say developing, but im just still just imagining it lmao … me & the 10292283 games i promised myself i’d make against the world ! one’s a love witch & one’s a witch hunter !! haven’t come up w/ names 4 them yet so feel free to leave suggestions :P also im working on an electric weekend zone utau teto cover ☆ tomorrow noon going on a road trip to visit my grandma’s in the countryside so i gtg, love u kisses byeeeee ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

made it to my grandma’s in the countryside, yay >< ! the car ride wasn’t anything interesting, just lots of loud music & podcasts. me & my cousin went to a book cafe & i played lotsa grannys house online :_) im STILL stuck reading caraval but i don’t want to continue omfg i hate that book. we got takeout for dinner. oh yeah & i have chinese homework to do. fuck that tutor bitch. im gunna record it at like the AM cuz fuck her. ok gtg bye.

beach ! mom’s taking my phone away like RIGHT NOW so gtg !! bye bye love u kisses <3

went to visit my grandpa’s grave at noon today !! we had to do like a bunchhhh of traditional rituals in the sweltering summer heat & it was soooo annoying :/ when i die, i hope they do none of ts. it’s soooo drawn out, annoying both for me & my family. during thw visit i saw lotsa ppl crying. i never really understood crying at funerals tbh. like death is a really natural thing. also the person already died, so it’s best to just accept it & move on, no ? i mean, i get some ppl are really sad cuz they’ve lost someone but that’s just how i feel personally.besides that nothing really happened lol. but im going to the park w/ my girl cousins & we’re having coffee rn soooo love u bye bye kisses byeeeee ~

uhhh i kinda really did nothing today but boring traditional death ceremonies which i slept through & rewatch coraline for the 6th time with my cousins [still the best movie ever btw] but last night was suuuuuper fun >< we had a very distant girl cousin over for a sleepover & we told ghost stories, ranked songs randomly, sung & danced & IT WAS JUST A LOT OF FUN OK ?!?? today we’re returning to our home in the city. im writing this on the car ride home rn so … love u kisses bye byeeeee (о´∀`о) also to my repov mooties, i haven’t been super active here, im so sorry !! mom’s been taking away my devices a lot …. she’s been such a bitch lately urghhhh >:[ oh & my older cousin practiced makeup on me today ^^ it was super fun & i love seeing girls be girly ~ she used to be a very no-makeup slobby girl but now she’s really into beauty & fashion, especially more feminine styles :3 love to see it <3

im on a car ride through the countryside back home to the city & we’ve been passing sooooo many lush hills. like absolutely covered with greenery, taken over by nature & untouched by man kinda lush. i loooove that. it’s so serene & beautiful. i wish i could just sink myself in them.

stayed up ‘till 2AM for this lol. kinda just using watchibg soccer as a reason to pull another all-nighter but im pretty invested atp. rooting for spain :P also im very much anticipating the halftime show ~ btw trump popped up on my tv screen for like 5s & im disgusted. someone bleach my eyes pls <3

HALF TIME SHOW !!!!!!!!!!!

my first world cup watch & the team i rooted for won ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ congratulations spain !!!!! such a crazy match lol .. they barely let argentina touch the ball ?? also the guy wearing the spain shirt numbered 19 looks very pretty. dunno who they are but hey i stan ~ viva espana !!

ok it sounds & looks disgusting ik but i the coke doesn’t taste any different :_3 pls trust me im not insane im just tryna hit my fiber goals …. by drinking crunchy seed coke ..

i recorded the first part of my wretched chinese speaking homework earlier this noon so i decided to treat myself to a little bookstore visit ~ ! i haven’t been there for a while, so i expected many new releases but there really wasn’t any .. kinda disappointing tbh, but hey, i bought the look back & forest of fireflies manga ! been wanting to watch the movies for a while so why not just read the manga :D also i saw dti blindboxes. HUH ?? saw a miku doll blindbox that was so pretty but i couldn’t afford too lol ^^ i’ve been playing lots of granny’s house online lately too .. it’s so addicting …..

i just be putting chia seeds into anything atp … yay for fiber ? i also woke up pretty early today so i walked around the house for like 15 mins …. yay for cardio ?? idk i just want to be healthier. later today mom signed me up for math lessons. so say bye-bye to two hours of my noon nap. i also have chinese speaking hw to record too. but whatevs, im just gunna play sum GHO rn :D

kill me the way i tune english teto makes her sounds like straight ass .. maybe i should stick to other voicebanks ….

uhhh so discard anythibg i said abt being healthy this morning cuz mom got us a big ahh frozen pizza for lunch 🥵🥵🥵 me & lil’ bro devoured it in minutes & it was fucking awesome ofc. god im stuffed lol, gotta go to that new math class later …

the new math class mom signed me up for was ABSOLUTE HELL !!!! not bcuz of the other students or the environment, that was super chill but at the start of the class the teacher smalltalked w/ me by asking what school im from & when i answered with my school name [which, humble brag, is lit THE top school in my city] her face LIT UP cuz she assumed i was smart. I AM NOT. ESPECIALLY NOT AT MATH. becuz of that the teacher proceeded to give me THE HARDEST FUCKING PROBLEM EVER !!!!! & I HAD TO DO IT IN FRONT OF THE CLASS !!!!! the only thing i could do was pathetically stare at the board & beckon at her with big wide eyes (΄◉◞౪◟◉｀) i hate myself sm wtf. most humiliating experience i’ve had in a while. also she taught wayyyy to fast for me & had a nasty attitude. i hate this hag already. ugh ! on the way to class, i took the bus & sitting on it made me feel like a princess riding a carrige compared to the other peasants drivibg on the road hehe >< mom picked me up to go get my uniform for the next school year & drive me to the teacher’s house. it’s nice seeing my future uniform. the PE clothes are very really fucking ugly tho :/ im writing this while sitting in a nearby konbini, bought this mint chocolate drink & it’s pretty good ~ anywayyy mom’s gunna come get me soon so love u kisses byeeee !! oh & i miss my classmates :[ especially my deskmate !! i wish i could just yap at him abt my entire day again like i used too !!! he’s such a good listener, mostly cuz he didn’t give two fucks abt what i said & didn’t talk much. i’d sometimes see sth & go “oh i should tell him abt that” but then remember we’re no longer sitting tgt on the daily … gosh, there are so many things we talked abt be4 that i wanna update him on ^^ i love my classmates sm <3 i hope we get to have a class reunion soon ..

my friend got this vivibasu ( do u say “vbs” or “vivibasu” ?? i do a combination of both lol ) MEIKO plush from a random ahh blindbox & decided to give it too me, not even knowning who she is :3 im so lucky !! for having such a great friend & snagging a meiko plush for free ninety-nine 🤑🤑🤑she’s gunna pass over the MEIKO at an artist alley event we’re both going to later this month !! eekkk im so excited ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ !

i was practically JUMPING when i saw this on my yt feed last night !!! newjeans comeback !!!! it’s…it’s finally here .. !! i thought i’d never see the day ….!!!!! my sweet angels are back !!! sadly no dani, fuck u hybe :[ BUT I’LL TAKE WHAT I CAN GET ! the funny thing is, my fellow newjeans stan cousin teased us abt newjeans’ comeback earlier that day, so she LITERALLY PREDICTED IT >< !!! my dreams of newjeans & illit collabbing are becoming ever closer …. NEWJEANS NEVER DIE <3 !!!

fibermaxxing & i feel like im eating dessert for breakfast :3 oh & i have for annoying fuckibg pimples on my face that form a rectangle …. they hurt so bad but i keep touch them end me pls

back at that math class today & IM BEYOND FURIOUS >:[ !!!!!!! AAARGHH !!!!! me & the girl sitting beside didn’t grasp the concept too well & the FUCKASS BITCHING TEACHER started blaming US ???!! she kept saying “how are u so dumb as not to understand ?” HOE ISN’T IT UR FAULT TOO ?!??!???? HOW ABT WE NOT SLANDER OUR STUDENTS & ACTUALLY TEACH THE SO THEY UNDERSTAND !!!! ISN’T THAT UR FUCKING JOB ?!??????? god i wanna strangle her jesus fucking christ anyway, im at the konbini nearby eating potato chips. mom’s bringing home popcorn tonight :D yay !!

me & lil’ bro was supposed to go swimming this morning but it was raining outside so that was cancelled .. we’ll be going again tomorrow tho (´⊙ω⊙`) !! so instead, i went for a walk up & down our apartment stairs as daily exercise ~ DIY stairmaster lol :] i also washed my white shoes & my bag today. as requested by mom. it wasn’t that bad tbh, i listened to a podcast & sped through it ^^ besides that i did nothing but hey whatevs right also did i tell u i planted sum chia seeds im my snail tank & my snail is absolutely in love with it ?? that makes me very happy ><

I’VE BEEN IN SUCH A BAD READING SLUMP !!!! im in the middle of 3 books rn holy shit .. say goodbye to my summer reading goals lol ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ i have these periods where i just read read read, flying through books & others where i can’t flip a page for the life of me .. rn it’s the latter. dear lord, i really need to get into the habit of reading again :/

TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY NEW CLASS’ FIRST MEETING BUT I FUCKING MISSED IT !!!!!! THEY SCHEDULED THE MEETING ON THE CLASS GC ON MESSENGER BUT MY FB ACC IS LOCKED [ which im still tryna fix ] SO I DIDN’T SEE ITTTTTTTTTTT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭THEY’RE GUNNA ISOLATE & BULLY ME OMGGGGG SOMEONE BLOW MY BRAINS OUT PLSSSSSSS IM GUNNA BE A FRIENDLESS LOSERRRRRRRR

the most doomed media has the funniest fandom

yum. i love mom’s cooking sm. culturally inauthentic but sooooo freaking yummy :3

went to “artist day” for the fourth time today with my best friend ~ !! it’s a biiiiiggg artist alley event usually hosted in malls exclusive to vietnam & this is the 19th edition. it was suuuuuuperr fun, so many talented artists & pretty cosplayers were there - i spent like 700 vnd & took a bunch of photos >:D heck yeah !!!!!!!! my wallet may be empty but my heart is full of joy <3 i was a little tired towards the end tho lol, kinda collapsed on the ground near an empty hallway :_) also i decided to wear heels this morning for some reason & they made my feet feel like stepping on a thousand needles. so i gave up, took my shoes off & literally walked BAREFOOT ( with socks .. so not really barefoot ) in a fucking mall. A LOT OF COSPLAYERS DID THAT TOO OK IM NOT A FUCKING FREAK !!!!! on the topic of cosplayers btw, they’re so freaking beautiful & cool :0 i was soooo nervous to ask for pics with them but they were so nice & two even gave me candy ^^ there was also a yume nijino cosplayer who was a year younger than me lol .. kids these days … ! im not posting the photos cuz i looked chopped as hell lmao :D all things considered, today was super duper freaking fun ☆ no regrets ! ( except for missing that one jecka & gumi keychain. congratufuckinglations to the bitches who made it sold out before me >:[ ) im writing this at 9:27 PM in a cafe with my parents. they randomly decided they wanna get drinks this late so .. yeah :3 ! the blueberry smoothie is surprisingly delicious tho, had this decadent cream on top.uhhh anyway love u kisses bye <3 !

as my grandpa’s leaving our home on the weekends to visit his house in the countryside, i randomly decided to have a solo sleepover in his room ! gramp’s room has an old tv so i spent to whooooleee night watching various shows from the 2000s. actually ended up discovering a cool series i might follow up on ! it’s called “biệt đội 12A1”. oh & those indian dramas at 2AM hit different !!! i also rummaged through is old stuff ( i love doing that btw, it feels like at-home thrifting. i just love snooping on ppl’s stuff in general. im really nosy ) & found a few cool retro cds ☆ fell asleep to courage the cowardly dog somehow. that show scares the shit outta me. but yeah overall an amazing experience ~ !! doing it again today, thinking abt making this a habit hehehehe >:3

fuck pineapple on fried rice bro wth even is ts _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): we be putting pineapple on anything nowadays like .. ? i can kinda accept it on pizza but what in god’s greasy earth is it doing in fried rice. vietnamese-style fried rice, too. with the powers of being a picky eater since birth i separated all of the disgusting pineapple from the rice & ate happily.